The Legion, otherwise known as Keeping the voices at bay....

19:38

I know. I should be updating more often. I do try you know. But everytime I sit down to write in this journal something happens. Either my phone rings or there's a knock on the door or I suddenly remember that I have to do something.

I swear this pregnancy is making me insane. My mind feels like pudding most of the time. I forget the silliest things. Some days I can't even remember what I'm supposed to be doing from one minute to the next.

I hope this isn't a permanent thing. *shudder*

Things are going okay. I still haven't really gained any weight but I hope that will change soon. *crosses fingers* My appointments keep getting frigged up. Par for the course in atlantic canada I know, but still it is getting a little silly.

Work isn't going too well. It's been pretty hard lately. I have to call of or go home early at least once a week. Man is my paycheck ever suffering from that. And on top of that I feel guilty as all hell because we're so shortstaffed right now. When I do manage to stay the entire shift it's still bad because I can't do half the things I'm used to doing. So the other workers end up doing more. Now that really hits the guilt hormone.

Well, it won't be for much longer. I'm taking my leave soon. Well, as soon as I can decipher the HRDC website that is. I already talked to my boss about it and he's okay with it as long as he has enough notice. Great guy, my boss.

I'm going for the rest of my ultrasound measurements tomorrow. I hope. With the way things have been there will probably be another reschedule. Again.

It'll be a relief when my leave finally does start. I can barely drag myself out of bed most days and with all the added stress of my father and trying to get housing, well let's just say most days I have a headache. Once my leave starts I can concentrate fully on housing. If we can get the housing situation sorted out than that will remove the stress from my father. I swear he's been on a permanent drunk for about three months. I think he's only been sober for three days out of that.

At least he hasn't been as bad as he usually is. He's actually been a fairly cheerful drunk lately. Still annoying though.

Guess I'll go post this before something does come up to prevent me. I'll update soon after my appointment.